Category: Girls
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I saw another picture of me today.
I saw another picture of me today. When I take selfies (which I rarely do), I delete all but the best from my camera role. So when I look at pictures that other people took of me, the delusion that I’m somehow reasonably attractive falls apart pretty quickly. It’s tough. I didn’t want to be…
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So we broke up
I’m not sure if that’s the right term to use. Remember the last post I wrote? Well the story goes that I asked Mil out and she said yes. The thing is, neither of us really had any feelings for each other, but we wanted to see if we could build something together. The sad…
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So maybe I should ask her out?
I’m so tired. I’m so weary of all of this. I just want to cry, see then sun, and then see the end. Why am I 23 but have never kissed a girl? Why am I known for wanting to be a man and not for actually being one? Who cares anymore. The days of…
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I tried to be social today.
It’s so weird that he’s fully here, and their faces are so expressive. The laughing is starting to become more genuine now. I wonder what they think of me. They probably don’t. All the attention is on Jeremy right now. There aren’t any awkward pauses like when I was leading the table talk. I probably…
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The first girl that ever liked me called me ugly.
Technically, she was the first girl who ever told me she liked me. About two years ago, my world turned upside down when a close friend of mine asked me on a date. We had grown pretty close, but up until then I had trouble believing that I could be loved. I’ve struggled so much…
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I’m not good enough for my friends.
I played beach volleyball today for a good hour and a half. There were a bunch of other people there. Unlike last time I actually played pretty well, got a lot of good hits and missed very few of my serves. Towards the end some dude asked me if I play volleyball. Turns out he’s…
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Dear nobody
How am I doing? I wish someone would ask that. My roommates are too busy. They have a life of their own. Half the people I know I’m still trying to impress. But if you’re reading this, if you happen to care even a bit, right now I’m sitting at about a 2/10. This day…
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I feel rather ugly.
Hey y’all. Trying to share a bit of my life with you. Peace. It’s funny how after just a few days of rest I can move from depressed and despondent to the top of my game. I’ve been pretty social over the past few days. Yesterday I got dinner with Marchelle. It was a group…
The Ever Unknown 